Today would have been my dad’s 64th birthday. I’m missing him so much right now. But I’m thankful that I’m able to spare him the pain he would have been suffering. Aside from his illness, he would be very affected if he knew what’s going on with my work life right now. I guess that’s one of the reasons which I rarely share my troubles with my parents.
I’m particularly feeling down today. I was intent on taking a leave of absence this day and visit my dad’s final resting place. But due to a number of work-related concerns, I had to report to work. Big mistake! Reporting for work was utterly unbearable the whole day! My fb (female boss) was at our plant. Interviewing… for my replacement.
I was fine with that. But having to see it live was quite humiliating. Add to that, fb wasn’t exactly tact about the whole thing (especially on some lapses on my part).
UGH!!! It’s just SO annoying! And depressing!
I still haven’t turned in my resignation so it would be against labor laws if they ASK me for my resignation letter. So I’m just hoping that I’ll be able to land another job soon which I hope would be a better environment (and compensations too).
Sorry bffs. Guess we’ll have to schedule our con-call some other time. I’m just not in the talking mood. Wishing for tightest of hugs though.